why does NO ONE believe me....

[zelazny]

Absolutely bonkers that one [img]smile.gif[/img]

[Blazey]

*saves the seat next to me on the short bus for my friend shatzy* [img]eek.gif[/img]

[Cyalaytr]

BAHAHHA Shatzy on the short bus. That would be like Forest Gump at a Star Trek Convention. Too Funny to imagine. [img]biggrin.gif[/img]

[Cyalaytr]

Not wishing bad luck on you but it seems that you are one crisis from bringing all the pieces of Humpty Shatzy all together again. What I mean is it seems that when people are low... that point in their life where they dont understand it or that it flies by with no control or we start doing the same mindless things over an over again all it takes is 1 good crisis to understand and appreciate life and put us back on track to the good way of thinking and knowing what is important and more so Feeling important. Not that it helps nor do I wish a crisis on you but that is just IMO

[TastinGood]

I believe you.

[zelazny]

damn nihilism [img]frown.gif[/img]
Maybe that hope, or a positive outlook would help, but you can't 'grow' those :|
I feel the need to post kittens.

[SHATOUSHKA]

i dunno that you can attack nihilism with hope

seems redundant

[SHATOUSHKA]

this is not just a crisis.... its an inevitable
terror that everyone SHOULD face one day.

thats all i can say about it.

its nothing i haven't thought about before...
but this time, these thoughts have come back with
a vengence... and i see these same thoughts in
a different, more real, more terrifying way.

there is no hope in the way that you mean, cya...
not from these thoughts...

as these thoughts produce nothing but complete
nihilism... and you FEEL nihilistic in all its
knee-breaking glory.

in this case, from where i'm standing, my thoughts
will not bring appreciation for life.... but in
some sick, twisted, hopeless way

[Cyalaytr]

HMMMMMMMMm then all I can say is go get a snow cone and go to a play ground and watch the children play and just HOPE LOTS AN LOTS OF HOPE. I dont think Drugs will cure what you have. I think what you have is a case of the smarts. You are to smart to beleive in what most people say and in God so it leaves you with the unknown.
[img]frown.gif[/img] unknowing and non trusting way of life.

[zelazny]

No, what i meant is that when you have hope, you can't be nihilistic, it's sort of a protection against it.
Once you're down in nihilism, there is no escape, so i hope i won't go as far down.. but i dunno if i'll be able not to.